Im so bored the whole day but whats more than jux expecting someone's accompany but all of them are not free. Its ok. But when its come to something hurting its make a monday more blue.
A perfect monday blue.

I was chatting away and he came online.As usual seems so busy when he is chatting with me Only.
Oh damn but its ok. Worst when i saw.."you will die without me right"
What cames to your mind?? i was like wad?!
Its telling me im bothering someone, so consistent, so irritating.
U might wonder who is the "him." A boyfriend of hers.
What cames to your mind?? You will like wad?!
She's Like..No comments..
Tell me wad u feels?


Im BLUE

F***!

HEYHEY! Im stuck at home once again!lol
Its rainy down here. Cold and windy. Its make it a PERFECT monday blue.HAHA
Hmm, Lets see waht i have done today. I have watched the seed of chucky,Viwawaing and nothing esle..OH MAYBE! eatingingingingin YAY! XD

Alright! im Gonna tell u guys a news! This thursday im not gogin to KL anymore. That sad la! Out of a sudden i became so free during this weekends:( Worst of all the trip is prosponed to 4 Apr..which is like the week before school reopen and its like 3 days bfore my chalet!!!! DAMN yr eyes damn yr head damn yr white hairs! errr ok
So im still considering to go for the trip:/
how how how? Its costing me more than $100..and my mum..i dont think she able to give me meaning i dont even dare to ask from her zzzz she will have a nagging week LOL
So..maybe i shall just get my pay but u know..its just some penny cents XD

Sian my ass working, friends got their own stuffs to do.Im the most free person already!:(
And when i got bored,i got nothing to do, i will get emote and start to think willdddd !!

alright i have to blame myself for not working but i really cant find a part time job luh!
Hmm and now im dating my sec sch friend lol hope she gt the time!! I will be her sweet couple tml HAHAHAHAHAH yeaaa

Once again its raining. Cool wind is so calming. She is left in a dark room. Sad songs sounds so soothing. She lie on her bed motionless. Thinking where did it go...

Hey Im very tired now actually. Its 1.50 am and im still awake. Damn tomorrow i got to wake up early for school, oh i meant to go school for online self-select timetable thingy with my classmates. Its troublesome but worthwhile. At least the chances of us going into the same class is higher when we select the time-tables together :D

Alright my plan for tomorrow is to spend half the day in school and have lunch with joyce and all then i shall go home get some rest and get changed for a dinner out with my friends. Im meeting some very old friends of mine.

Yup! So how have im being?
Im good though. Living a simple life...so simple that i rot at home today!! LOL
I have being packing my rooms especially the storeroom and i just realised how much i have studied for the past erm 18 years DAMN! Notes and Books flooding and crashing the shelves!!
BOOM!!!BANG!!VROOM!! alright im getting tired HAHA. Im off to bed. Tomorrow gonna be another long day for me. So see ya guys again.

Sign OFF~

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Yewhoo! Im back!
It have being few days i've not being blogging. These few days i have being going out with friends. We done shopping and stuff. Oh Man i think i spending money like water lol. Anyways i have being living good so far, meaning have being enjoying. Well as for today i went to bugis with vicki HAHA. Its my first time meeting her for shopping only but i wonder why she din ask the others lol. Yups, maybe she just wana meet me! WOOHOO lol crazy. Today i bought a yellow sleeve top, a white formal boyfriend shirt LOL, one white hotpants, a blank cotton top and the most hilarious thing is NEOprint..omg..i dont really love taking neoprints really XD but yup its alright afterall:)

YAY! and as for tomorrow, i will be meeting hm they all woohoo! Maybe we will watch the new show by Fiona. Damn I wana see a sexy actress being a GHost herself. Some of my friends told me its kind of scary and stuff, so no harm try watching it?

Yesterday my boss messaged me regarding the flyers job. Guess what's my reply? I dun wan! DAMN its so tiring and stuff even though its quite a flavourable price given but i just cant afford to give a damn to the crowds' attitudes at orchard:p For me, i just dont love to give flyers in the first place but i guess yh is still alright haha. But sadly i din wan to work so she also dun wish too XD

Alright im getting tired. Worst still My internet is down and i cant get into msn zzz wth so nothing is giving me entertainment HHAHA and my ass was aslp woohoo..haven being meeting him since 2 days ago :O

Anyways i think this blogskin is making me sick. Its not properly organised and stuff; dull and not exciting. Im changing my skin again..OH i meant blog skin HAHA. Oh man shhhhhhhhh! i slping and im off. Goodnight friends!:)

Sometimes She Just Wonder if She Came Across his Mind.
Sometimes She Just Wonder if She has Being Missed like she so missed Him.
Sometimes She Just Wonder if He Smiles like She smiled when thinking about him.
Sometimes She Just Wonder .....

Sometimes She Just Needs The Attention
Only From ...

Damn someone is outside with his good friends!Staying out late at night! Hope he is taking good care of himself whn im not around HAHA chey as if i can take care of someone? LOL
iM BORED! REALLY...so im so writing this second post zZz.
Guess what? Im in darkness now,listening to the same album still. Smsing my boy but im just got the feel that he is so energtic now lol. But im so low now..oh did that reminds you of the song "Low" by T-pain? haha but my low* is SO opposite from the song XD
yup and now im still blogging and doing nothing esle. Just feel of leaving me alone for tonight:))

A TIRING DAY!!!Both mentally and physically tired :D
I woke up at 10am this morning to get myself prepared for work. We are told to meet at paragon watsons at 2pm and some slowpoke in charge took years to come which really piss some green ass out of us lol. So we started off distributing flyers around paragons, ngee ann city,cine etc. In other words, im now suffering from muscleache!! damn lol. I thought it would be more effective to keep fit than by going to gym which you have to pay. There we go, working for 4hours which tire us out :O . After which some sweet friends came to meet me for dINNER! I certainly so happy that at least im not feeling the feel of lonesomeness*. From time to time, all this while, im happy that at least there are peoplewho are there when i needed people to be by my side. I smiled because at least im still important to some people. They made my day.

So now im listening to songs ; the album"Ultimate Grammy Collection: Contemporary Pop". Some oldies songs which are wonderful romance songs, sweet and soothing. What's more!? My brother is sleeping near me! lol erm before you are confused, my uncle came this evening to stay one night in our house so left my poor brother sleeping in the living room haha! I wanna take some photos but i think its bad huh? HAHA i am nice alright! lol

Woo! So tomorrow is another tiring day for me! damn im so gonna promise myself that tomorrow will be my last day giving out flyers, Just So hard to earn that Poor little $30bucks for 4hrs! Alright, thinking of going online now? haha damn freaking bored. Drank some leftover coffee that makes me *Eyes BIGBIG* HAHAHA. Oh! I missing someone right now! Guess who? Im not going to tell u!! Because i wont tell u! Opps, think the coffee is taking its effect now....

Am I missed.....?

I Dont really love blogging. But when i really did, im either damn bored or damn sad?
I believed I have damn lot of updates for ull. Its being years that i last updated my blog.
As for now im having a holidays till the mid of april which i think its too long for me if everything goes on like this?
Im currently suffering from some depression that no one can help but myself.
A depression casted from too much disppointment and neglience. lol
I have being trying very hard to give in time and time again. But maybe to guys, im just acting childish and like what others may think, I get angry over small things? im not sure too.
Girlfriend should at least be something that reminds you that its important than anything esle compared to stuff like games?
ya ya ya ...maybe im just thinking too much as usual?
Its alright to reply a girlfriend's message after more than 3 hours.
Its alright to date a girlfriend without confirming the timing and make her wait for hours.
Its alright to busy playing games than answering girlfriend's message about her big date.
Its naggy if girlfriend scold you for making her wait.

I have learnt him.